The Greatest Remain

Grace to all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with an undying love. ~ Ephesians 6:23-24

How many months I’ve been at sail
pulling the beauty from the depths
until the heaviness of it seems like an anchor
that has went vastly below the light
resting at the bottom with the unknown.
Is it a bad thing?
It has me sitting still
and yet still I’m pushing full force.
Where is Your wind?
“Be still and know...” I tell my heart.
Yet in the quiet 
the tendons of my neck tighten
and the weight on my chest deepens
and I ask the hardest question -
the one I hate to ask:
“Where are You?”
Grace... only grace.